ATTENTION:

this xanga has been viewed by a few people that i don't want to see it, so, instead of censoring myself, i am shutting this website down, so yes, this is the last and final post of this xanga.

Its sad to see it go, but who said i won't make another, bum bum bum......

anyway, this is it for this xanga, bye to all my lovely viewers, if you want to access my new one, or if there is a new one, just IM me and maybe if i like  you i';ll give you my new website. Soooooooo

till we meet again.

~~The Robster (farewell, haha)

OK, so i still have some shoutouts to do still, so...here we go... Oh by the way, why the hell does she still pick on EVERYTHING i do, every freaking thing i do its like its the end of the world, take a chill pill yo'

Shoutout time:

Amanda Ryan: haha, what can i say. Harbor Cruise, wow, that was an interesting time. I like talking with you, you are very non bias, which is awesome. I doubt you have a sn, and your horses are cool. Keep up the violin, you are good at it :).

Jenny: our talks online and out are pretty cool. U were there when i crashed my car, so thanx for sticking by me. its like i can always be myself around you and for that i thank you. There aren't many people that i can do that with, so it is awesomemost. yay.

Erin: wow, u are probably one of the best listeners in the world and one of the best people to lean on in times of trouble. I respect you so much for caring for everything and for everyone. i can honestly say there is prolly no one as nice and sweet as you, thanx for everything yo'.

Jack: alright, too bad you arent' 3 years older. Man, u are  really cool, and we see eye to eye on my parents situation. U are another really cool person that i talk to online and in orchestra. IIIIIIIIIIIiiiiIIIII, will always, love UuuuUUUUUUUUUuuUUUUUUUU, haha.

Rachel: haha, i am looking forward to getting to know you a lot better in teh upcoming months as we hang out more. You are a really cool person, so i am looking forward to talking about stuff when we go out to coffee or cold stone. yay!

Heather: i am going to miss you working at chicken pie, u are really awesome. Kinsey was interesting, but you are prolly one of the only people that i actually trust there. other people talk about others behind their back, but you i can trust. Yay for trust.

ok, that is all i can think of, if you feel left out tell me ok and i'll try to include you in my next update, or at least mention your name, yay!

So my schedual: fri - dinner and violin practice/ sat - violin lesson, work from 1130-930/ sun. - work and super bowl party and hw, monday - friday Beauty and the beast rehearsal from 4-8 everyday and then the week after that i have beauty and the beast for 4-10 every day, yay for volunteering!

that,s it! oh, i got accepted to SDSU and i am starting to get gifts from them, it is pretty awesome.

~~The Robster

i lied, i will do shoutouts in this post after i say a few things. its not that i am not over casey, its just hard to get over the fact that at the time you broke up with someone you still like them. I mean, i liked her, and maybe i still do, i dunno, but i was a complete ass about something i said, and it just didn't work out. So that sucks, i still care for her, but still, hopefully we are friends.

ok, shoutout time: to all my really close friends:

Ashley - wow, u are like my sis, we shared a drunk time, and some other good "talks" while studying for SATs. You are seriously a cool person and not like most stuck up girls. i respect you a lot and what you have to say. u are my little jew buddy, hopefully we will see each other in college sometime.

Jen - haha, crazy, that's about it. i met you this year, and you are actually one of the coolest people ever. Kinda weird, but u are soo level headed, its hard to find people like that nowadays. you are really cool, and it sucks that i haven't known you before this year.

Michelle - calculus, yay. You are a cool person and i like to talk to you. calculus wouldn't be the same without you there. You helped me with relationships and stuff from a 3rd party, and it was awesome. Thanx for being my friend.

Paige - haha, paige. I like our mini political discussions this year and those sex books. You also helped me out with girls, and i respect you a lot. You are one of the coolest people i met. I remember our 7th grade science report, u were tall back then too. haha.

Lauren - you are also a really cool person to talk to, and i like the way you put a lot of things, makes it easy to understand. u are also very level headed which is one of the best qualities in the world, so unlike me. Keep it real yo. u are the one that finds the spot for us, yay.

Clara - brit lit buddy, ya, u are cool. I like talking with you too, you have a lot of interesting things to say as well as keep me company in brit lit. u have a lot of morals and i respect that a lot. We have 3 classes together this year, and i hope to see you after high school!

Erin - wow, u are prolly the person i got closest to this year, u are one of the only people that i can really talk to and everything. You are the best listener in the world. we have to hang out more often, but we are soo busy! i know you will do well in the future.

Laura - i take you to school like...everyday, and it is awesome. u are a cool person to talk to, and a cool person to do physics and gov with. Maybe you'll be in my gov class next semester. so we could do projects together. yay!

Dina - i have gotten really close to you and you are really awesome, a really good person to talk to. Our little excursion to boba was fun. its like we are a lot alike, which is a really good thing. you should come to chicken pie more often. say hi to Mr. Flees for me.

Jackie, - my longest friend, since like....1st grade. You are a cool person, can talk to you easily and i can housesit your house anytime you need me too. I know you will do well in the future cuz you have a good head on your shoulder.

Dane - haha, my like...1 guy friend. U are cool, u are really good to talk to, not like most guys which all talk about banging people and sex. I can actually have a good convo with you, which is the best quality in a person. U are going to do well in college.

I think that's about it for now, i'll do more people later. Notice how i have like.......1 guy and a lot of girls. Pimp master R in the house. haha, jk.

Ok, i am tired, i am going to go to sleep or maybe study some more.

~~The Robster

so these are the grades i need on my finals to have the grade i want: AP physics: 39%, AP gov: 53%, AP calc: 74%, Brit lit: 29%, Orchestra: no final, human bio: 65%.

i think i am set.

In other news, girls are way too confusing, and mean, and backstabbing, and fake, and everything. In private they are totally different, it sucks, why/ WHy? why are women like that. its sucks. Orchestra is ok, but what we all wanted to do isn't going to happen due to horrible behavior, and my standpartner is kinda pissing me off again. BLah.

Friends are good, i had to work a double on sat., and senioritis is seriously kicking my butt. nothing else much new, i think i am going to do a shoutout to my friends in my next post after finals when i am in a really good mood incase i say something bad. It will be good.

~~The Robster

Ever since i changed myself, losing 45 pounds and changing my whole sense of style as well as my personality a little, its like i am much happier, and i have mroe confidence to talk to the ladies.

2 nights, 2 dates, 2 girls, its sweet. Would have been 3, but i fell asleep and didn't want to go out. After breaking up with casey, i am not as sad as i would have thought, i learned a lot from that relationship, and now i am looking forward to my next. I think i know who it is, so it shall be interesting.

Senior year rocks, no other ways to explain it, awesome friends, awesome people. I am going to miss poway next year, but i am prolly going to learn soo much and have soo much fun! I got my senior shirt, it says, "Spin my dreidel", oh yeah, that's right, its sweet.

~~The Robster

I know it isn't the best post, but it is still pretty good for me, so boo ya bitches.